(not that he hasn't been already). :)
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| I'll miss these sweet little yawns |
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| He is my LIFE! :) |
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Monday, July 16, 2012
One Week....
That's what I have left until I have to go back to work, this is my last Monday off with my little guy. How do I feel about this? Honestly, I'm a MESS!!! I can't even stomach the thought of not being with him 24/7. I may need meds to calm my anxiety. I never imagined it would be this hard or I would be this bad. I pray all the time that I will beable to go part time and as of right now that prayer has yet to be answered, but I'm not giving up on it. The sitter is gone next week so my Mom and Sister are going to watch Brock so I will not have just one Monday of crying all the way to work but two. I'm crying while typing this with one hand and holding Brock with the other while he sleeps--- this is what I'll miss. I know my husband thinks I'm a nut job because I'll just have a break down in the middle of no where. I just tell him he doesn't understand, I've carried him for 9 months been off for 2, he's been with me for almost a year and now I get to see him in the evenings, a little bit in the morning and on the weekends- It's not fair!! So this week he will be one extra spoiled little boy
(not that he hasn't been already). :)
I hope the week goes by S-L-O-W!!
(not that he hasn't been already). :)
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Awwww Erin. I do hope your week goes slow! Although it totally sucks going back to work it does get better! Enjoy your last week home with your little man :)
ReplyDeleteEnjoy this last week, Erin. :-) It is hard going back at first, but it gets easier and easier each day.
ReplyDeleteThinking of you this week! It is SO hard going back to work! Praying it will be an "easy" transition!
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